What to Believe

She acts as if it never happened....a stumble that noone saw.
It was real, we were both there.
Now it's as if she never said the words at all, like we never kissed, like we never shared of ourselves.

How can those feelings just get shut off?!
 Am I to believe that she never cared and that it was all just a mistake to her.
That her words that comforted me , and the thoughts of our togetherness, that she shared with me,
were no more than a passing dream to her that she could not remember when she awoke.
It was real, we were both there.
 Am I to believe that the scar that my heart bears is from an imaginary wound,

or some tragic event that my mind has shut out.
No...It is real  ...I'm still here!
So..what am I to believe?
I am here alone, with noone to ask but myself, the questions that will not let me rest.